31/10/13
Happy Halloween everyone! However we don't really celebrate it in Australia but oh well haha.
So, Hermit (I've introduced him in my older entries), we have been talking for a while now and every time I talk to him, talk as in messaging, we've only skyped twice, anyways I haven't had a conversation with him for the past 2 days. I mean it's not something to go all sad and crazy about, but it is weird.
Sometimes I do think whether he only texts me when he is bored and I don't know what he thinks when we talk to each other, like what is this type of friendship/relationship, I'm not saying we are definitely like gf/bf, I'm just saying could this be one that leads into one?
I'm not desperate or crazy to want him but I just like to know where I stand and what I am to him. However he is quite the busy person, he's always out with his mates or work and other activities and recently he's been on set doing work... so maybe that could be why he's been not as active as before?
Whatever happens, happens and if we were meant to be then we were meant to be together, time will tell and yeah.
It's not much I have to lose, we'd still be friends just nothing more...
I sound crazy and a confusing person myself, now that I think about it haha.
I can't think of anything else to write, I'm starting to realise that maybe I do miss him, more than I usually would than I would other people and I guess that kinda shows I have small feelings for him...
I don't know where this is going ... haha
Yours Truly,
Bella
