19/10/13
Hello once again, I have something to update this page about and that has been on my mind.
So for the past 2 days, NSW has been under danger, I guess to put it that way, there has been fires blazing around NSW and the air is so polluted, it's all foggy and it smells like smoke. I pray for those firemen who have been injured and I pray for those families who have lost their homes to these blazes. It truly is tragic when everything in your home is destroyed.
I'd like to thank the Australian services, police, ambulance and most importantly the firefighters who have risked their lives to help the nation, thank you for your courage and bravery.
I'd like to thank the Australian services, police, ambulance and most importantly the firefighters who have risked their lives to help the nation, thank you for your courage and bravery.
On another note, there's this guy, I called him Hermit in my older post, we're talking again and we added each other on Skype and it's probably the first time we've actually talked together with our voices. It was... fun haha, every time I think about it, I smile to myself but the thing is, I don't think anything will happen between us. Not that I'm desperate or really wanting something to happen but what are you supposed to do in these situations? My parents don't allow me to travel with my friends to other states or let alone a hotel, so it would be impossible for me to meet him in person.
I've know him for 9 years and I find that absolutely crazy! We didn't talk all the time during those 9 years, if I was to put together how many years we've actually talked, it may be 5 years.
The only relationship I see in this, would be an open relationship, probably not even a relationship maybe just a distant good friendship relationship? Hahaha I don't know what I'm saying here.
- I don't even know if he thinks or feels the same way as I do, so I can't assume what I'm feeling will be reciprocated, the last thing I want to do is scare this kid away and make him think I'm really desperate haha but I'm not, so fingers crossed!
I need some advice or maybe I should just let this sit out and see where time will take us.
I hope everyone has a wonderful day, please appreciate everything you have and tell the ones closest to you that you love them because you never know what will happen tomorrow.
Please pray and give your thoughts to those families who have lost their homes in Australia, NSW, from the fires. I wish whoever is reading this, love, happiness, health and wealth.
Yours Truly,
Bella
